well well

I'm still wondering if all this is just a vivid dream, fearing the part where I realize it is. But so far so good. This dream is f-ing awesome. So much detail, so many different parts to it. Slowly this dream is turning to reality. Wow, we're having two girls, can You believe it. What they are here already?

I look at them, and then I stare. Can't help myself. They are too beautiful. I guess I understand now why one thinks one's own babies are the best, cutest etc. and why you talk more about them, than anything else, boring most other people. But in this case it is true.

Right now I'm taking a nap. Or am supposed to but my mind is racing, to much to do..
It's been allover, my mind that is. But it seems it has to be. Or stuff would collapse.
Our true helper left today and it will be challenging to replace her. Big thanks to the D.

Getting a little sleepier, but it's time to get up....haven't stared at them for a while.

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